sunshine0221's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- L is for Love L is for Love An AlphaBytes entry. I fell in love last night. I was in the middle of one of my typical action, getting chased and running dreams, and I walked over and hugged a guy. And I loved him. It was like what love is supposed to be. It was wonderful. I've been thinking about love quite a bit lately. My last relationship didn't go so well. I know I didn't express myself. I know I knew it was not right pretty much from the beginning. I know that I totally take the extra-short bus when it comes to relationships. The first man I remember really falling in love was 1) My boss. 2) Gay. Yup, definitely short bus. Then there was the wonderful guy who would make a great brother, or friend, but if you married him, you'd spend your life supporting him while he tried to figure out what he wanted to be when he grew up (which would be never). There was this gorgeous guy I had a humongous crush on in college. I found out later it was mutual, but he didn't think I was interested. Short bus. Currently, I am a married/emotionally unavailable/would-never-be-interested-in-even-if-the-world-apocalypsed-and-we-were-the-only-people-who-could-repopulate-the-earth magnet. I want to be with my dream guy. I want to be with someone who knows that the best present in the world is Buffy DVD's. I want to be with someone who knows that when I am upset about something their job is to make me laugh. I want to be with someone who can make my heart stop when they wink at me from across a room. I want my dream guy. 11:23 p.m. - June 16, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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